man, haven't blogged in the longest time.

i'll give a quick recap of my hellish life thus far---& the hellish life yet to come.
Friday was relay for life--a great cause--yet i was already sick...for those of u who don't know what it is...18 hours, friday 6 p.m.-sat. noon, on the track (one person from every team must be on track at all times) & you camp out.
well, leave it to berkeley to have pouring rain on that SINGULAR night.
in the pouring rain, chris & i set up our tent. our constant Forrest Gump reference to Vietnam & the rain did make it more humorous...
Anyway, chris & i must've walked at least 27 miles--no kidding...9 hours straight...it was CRAZY!
Earlier that day I had on my away message "sick & dying"--hmm...out of the 200 odd ppl i know, only six or seven of them cared to IM me...=(
kudos for you all. though i have to say that when i was sick & dying later on, no one, not a single soul, cared!
oh yes...janet cares...an excerpt:

janet: just touching base with someone who suddenly has very negative comments on her away message
me: yeah
me: lol
me: school & sickness--turned me suicidal & cynical
me: just the usual :-P
janet: well...i really am studying
janet: suicidal?
me: j/k
me: :-)
me: poetic hyperbole
janet: okay
janet: poetic my butt

Thanks Janet!!!

In other news...someone really annoying--who i probably know (though this does sorta characterize mosta my friends...j/k)--is warning me on IM, under different screen names, repeatedly...& it's getting kinda creepy. So please...a plea...stop! & lemme know who you are!!!

Congratulations are in order--Ben has a new girlfriend--"Heather"...I'll be looking out for you guys *wink, wink* muhahaha

newayz, back to relay for life...at around 5 a.m., i was dead...sick, tired, & ready to turn in the towel. i told chris i'm outta there & we both left. raquel & roxanne finished out the day. thanks you guys. i got back & my cellphone wasn't working nemore--maybe the water, most likely the water--grrr...it's broken...what a week for it to break. war's about to break out...(more on that later)...& i don't even have a damn phone! what's even worse is that my watch broke a while back so i was using my phone as my watch...now my phone broke...so i was totally clueless...lucky for me, raquel lent me her watch. yay! SOMETHING worked out!

what else? remember Benjamin? well, i was supposed to call him back last Sunday, when he called--but i was incredibly busy...when i finally remembered, i discovered--broken phone, feeling sick, & his # is not stored anywhere other than on that broken phone of mine, so...it won't be until the friday after Spring Break when I'll be able to talk to him...cruel? yes....i'm sorry... =( he probably thinks i hate him...(& no raquel...i don't!!!)

yeah, so...i discovered i'm not gonna take 9 a.m. classes nemore...namrata had to call me & wake me up this morning...got to chem all flustered & tired...& she took out the provisions...a watch (her extra, since raquel is lending me the one she usually uses & using her phone)--unfortunately, it's too small for my wrist (gotta go weight watchers...grrr) and kleenex (one of those travel packs, raquel is letting me use her box)---how sweet! at least 2 people care, huh? oh yeah...3. =)

my sister finally got her license, after 5-6 tries? i lost count...drivers beware!!! j/k...congratulations michelle!

yesterday i was eating at raleighs & some guy kept stalking me...walking back & forth during my meal...then came over to talk to me...tried to offer me wine as a remedy for my cold...it was great...luckily...the check came & i was outta there...(he was scary...& drunk!)

today was Anna's birthday, happy birthday Anna!!! We at great food, watched this weird show...Red Dwarf, & played super MASH--where you determine almost every aspect of ur future life....(ahhh...memories...)...Finally met Sir. A.--interesting...

In all this merry making I somehow lost control of time & completely forgot about my online chem prelab due at 8 p.m....there goes 2 much needed points...down the drain...how horrible...how stupid...how dumb...how inevitable...such is life...i dunno where i've been these last couple days...oh yeah, sick & holed up in my room...

now i'm procrastinating my havelok reading(every time i lean forward to read or look through the glossary (word by WORD)...my nose stuff up, starts running or the pressure in my head increases...yay!)---about 30 pages of Middle English that must be finished asap b/c i have an english midterm wed & other texts to study...oh yeah, polisci midterm thurs...just to give some context to the amount of reading...it takes me a couple hours to read through 6 pages....AUGH!

took this personality disorder quiz...dunno if it means nething...
(sure hope not...)

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

Take the test: Personality Disorder Test
Well, I'll talk with y'all laterz...
If i survive this week...if i survive...