I'm spent

Right now I feel spent in almost everyway possible. How interesting that my days of "goodwill" or whatever that happy feeling is...prove so fleeting, and otherwise elusive. Personally I feel discouraged, disappointed, alienated and just plain tired. Professionally I feel discouraged, disappointed, aliented and just plain tired. Emotionally and mentally...well, you get the idea.

Had an unhappy incident (or two) at work today. I guess this debunks my whole theory that when one area of life goes well something else sucks, and vice versa. Everything sucks right now. As a matter of speaking--yes, I know I'm not a naked orphan in Africa, and I have food to eat. Whoop.

Excuse me being flippant. But I feel like a failure.

And I know not what to do.