In my post flush yesterday, in my awakening this morning...and kind of even in the bright fluorescent lights of the bathroom last night....I stared at myself in the mirror and wondered.

Do I rush into things too quickly? Am I often too quick to rush to judgment? Do I hold back and hold back, and then, excuse the reference, vomit or diarrhea to completion without further thought?

I think so.

I think I've said too much too soon. Scared off another friend without further ado.

Wow, I'm pretty pathetic.