have you ever been at a point in your life (hypothetically speaking...) where you could let things keep going w/out you...i mean spinning...where you could just ignore it all and not give a crap? or, you could put your hand out and stop the ball spinning (this metaphor's getting out of hand)...you could prevent the vase from falling...But, i mean, seriously, do you ever just let things fall to pieces and pretend (so that you actually feel it) indifference? is it lethargy? is it laziness? does this happen to you? just a thought...man...math midterm...math midterm...math midterm...(why do i have a golf ball in the background? more on that later...)