There are so many things of significance I need to write about here. Like getting discriminated against, crying in public and being bought off. But instead, I need to write about this!

I just found out that the first guy I ever told "I love you" too, and subsequently proposed to...when I was four/five...(and who promptly turned around uninterested in me, falling for my other friend...)

...is gay.

I don't want to say this, but, that explains a lot. It's funny how that formulated a lot of my insecurity about guys from a very young age. LYLT, the shy one...ha. If I had only really known.

In any case, my friend found him online...boy has it been years.