Pretty much at wits end

It's taken about two years and three months to get here. It seems like everything changed for me Feb. 12, 2009. I also did it to myself. Changing jobs, locations, partners, lifestyles. Abandoning what I know.

I feel so lost.

I'm experiencing so much pain -- physical, emotional, mental.

I don't have any answers now.

I know what I want, but I don't know how to get there.

Is this all life has to offer?

I really hope not.